im not sure its even that im not sure he let me down he just didnt come for one reason or another
thats what i mean sometimes you have to decide i dont think its wrong to decide that you would rather be nonviolent to the end even if it means you cant go home i really dont but it seems like a lot of people are thinking of it more like i dont have to decide between not hurting anyone and saving my life and my world because its probably a lie or wont happen or something else will happen it makes sense because its hard to get your head around that idea when it feels so completely at odds with the person you think you are
but sometimes youre the only one who can do anything and sometimes the choices you have are pretty narrow so you have to decide
I've been thinking about that a lot, ever since you told me about the message Gerard received.
Logically, I know that what I personally want is not as important as what is best for my world. Teyvat is at stake, so even if I don't want to erase anyone myself... my inaction could potentially result in just that for countless other people.
It should be an easy choice to make.
But... I've been questioning my own judgment so much this week. I can't tell anymore if it feels logical to me because it is, or because I'm trying to justify even considering it to myself.
...thank you for sharing your story with me, Ylfa.
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im not sure its even that
im not sure he let me down
he just didnt come for one reason or another
thats what i mean
sometimes you have to decide
i dont think its wrong to decide that you would rather be nonviolent to the end even if it means you cant go home
i really dont
but it seems like a lot of people are thinking of it more like
i dont have to decide between not hurting anyone and saving my life and my world
because its probably a lie or wont happen or something else will happen
it makes sense because its hard to get your head around that idea
when it feels so completely at odds with the person you think you are
but sometimes youre the only one who can do anything and sometimes the choices you have are pretty narrow
so you have to decide
thats all
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I've been thinking about that a lot, ever since you told me about the message Gerard received.
Logically, I know that what I personally want is not as important as what is best for my world. Teyvat is at stake, so even if I don't want to erase anyone myself... my inaction could potentially result in just that for countless other people.
It should be an easy choice to make.
But... I've been questioning my own judgment so much this week. I can't tell anymore if it feels logical to me because it is, or because I'm trying to justify even considering it to myself.
...thank you for sharing your story with me, Ylfa.
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this week has been so hard
but i believe in you nahida
whatever you decide is the right thing to fight for
is probably right
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I will try not to lose it.