...Yeah. I mean, I hate it, but - if it wasn't for Kyoko, and if the trial went bad, we might have -
[well, she's glad it didn't happen like that.]
I hate saying that, because it's going to make you worry. I hate what happened with Netzach and Yuzuriha. But I also don't know if I can say how much it meant to me, because the hardest part of this is deciding which people to hurt, and they helped us make the decision, and I just think all their friends should know how brave they are.
[ah... her ears droop a little at that, but - she looks like she sort of expected it.]
...that doesn't surprise me. It's the kind of strategy that, um... well, we'd talked about it before. [it was part of why she'd killed at all - to give them another option to vote for. not the only reason, but what had happened and how it turned out was something she could live with. or die with, as it were.
it does not surprise her one bit that kaveh and shu might have been willing to take the fall - or that netzach and yuzuriha would have been willing to die.] None of these decisions are easy at all. I think all of you have been very brave, and I'm glad that you've had each other to help you get through it.
...We picked you guys for the alliance because you all said h way faster than other teams did and also Kaveh said he was good at swimming and Gerard didn't like that there were no adults on TBD.
[it's so funny! their reasons were so stupid!]
And you guys were the best...we didn't know where any of this was going back then.
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Hi, Ylfa. It's really good to be able to talk with you like this.
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...but I'm glad to hear they've been helping you. I never doubted they would - they care a lot... but it's still good to hear it.
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[well, she's glad it didn't happen like that.]
I hate saying that, because it's going to make you worry. I hate what happened with Netzach and Yuzuriha. But I also don't know if I can say how much it meant to me, because the hardest part of this is deciding which people to hurt, and they helped us make the decision, and I just think all their friends should know how brave they are.
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...that doesn't surprise me. It's the kind of strategy that, um... well, we'd talked about it before. [it was part of why she'd killed at all - to give them another option to vote for. not the only reason, but what had happened and how it turned out was something she could live with. or die with, as it were.
it does not surprise her one bit that kaveh and shu might have been willing to take the fall - or that netzach and yuzuriha would have been willing to die.] None of these decisions are easy at all. I think all of you have been very brave, and I'm glad that you've had each other to help you get through it.
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[it's so funny! their reasons were so stupid!]
And you guys were the best...we didn't know where any of this was going back then.
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...we didn't, either. But I'm glad we had our alliance. I feel like because of it, we got to become even closer friends.
For me, that's... been the brightest part of all of this. Getting to know you and the others.
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I'm glad I met you.
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[this whole situation definitely hasn't turned out how nahida thought it would, but...]
...and I'm glad that you found more people than just your teammates to trust. It feels like we're all going to make it through this, together.