she nods, then, and comes to sit near him by the lakeside. her gaze searches his face - she thinks she knows what to expect there, but it's better not to assume - and then drops to the sketchbook he's set down.]
[she's not very artistically inclined to begin with, but. if she'd been in his shoes, her hands would have been shaking too badly for her to even think of drawing.]
But this week, I've found it hard to trust in my own judgment. [insecurity week....] ...so... I want to think about it again with fresh eyes and a clear mind, once the dust has settled a little.
I'm really sorry... about how everything went. I know that doesn't change anything, but...
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she nods, then, and comes to sit near him by the lakeside. her gaze searches his face - she thinks she knows what to expect there, but it's better not to assume - and then drops to the sketchbook he's set down.]
...were you drawing?
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[ leaning back on his hands. ]
Hard after all of that though so. Think I'm gonna give up for the day.
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I can imagine...
[she's not very artistically inclined to begin with, but. if she'd been in his shoes, her hands would have been shaking too badly for her to even think of drawing.]
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because now that he's not holding anything—his hands are indeed trembling. ]
I'm glad I got to ride with him... how it ended... it was a mess, but.
It was nice... for a little while. I forgot for a minute that everyone was watching.
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she starts to reach for his hands, when she notices that they're shaking, but insecurity week gets her and she pauses.]
...would you have preferred it if we didn't? If we'd given you some privacy...?
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... No.
I wanted people to see what they voted for. To see what they did.
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...I think it was... a very close vote. Most of the people I spoke with told me they hadn't voted for your team.
I don't know if that makes it any better, but... I wanted you to know that it wasn't everyone.
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[ he squeezes, gently. ]
I know a few people still think it might have been Justice somehow. Honestly... I don't know what to think anymore. I had some ideas, but...
[ sighing a little. ] I just wish I had a stupid psych to just suddenly rip Gyuhyuk's damn clothes off. [ muttering after that: ] Joking...
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[she'll admit that much, at least.]
But this week, I've found it hard to trust in my own judgment. [insecurity week....] ...so... I want to think about it again with fresh eyes and a clear mind, once the dust has settled a little.
I'm really sorry... about how everything went. I know that doesn't change anything, but...