metacognition: fei du sees where this is going. (6.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-27 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ huh. ]

...I see.

[ fei du's brows knit together as he considers that. ] Do you think there's any way to recover those memories in the traditional sense, or...?

[ or is this some magic bs ]
metacognition: fei du found a comb. (140)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-27 11:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ shakes dw so i can have britt tags ]

I see... [ that's fascinating - the concept of the memories of the entire world, just kept in one place. his little psychology nerd heart loves it. and, it touches on a particularly special interest of his, too. ]

Were you planning on doing so before all of this?
metacognition: fei du needs space. (115)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-28 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ wow ]

Fascinating.

[ that feeling is genuine - though it is lightly muted, it's a bubbling curiosity. it takes a moment for him to digest it, but, eventually... ]

... Memory is an area I've always been particularly interested in, especially lost memories and the process of trying to get them back. It's almost hard to imagine the idea of having too much information in a case like that - the magic of, well, magic.
metacognition: fei du wants to be caught up. (79)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-28 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ nahida truly stumbled on one of his special interests here, so. fei du makes a thoughtful noise, tilting his head back and forth. ] It depends. Most of the time, if someone's lost memories, it's because of two factors. The first is through a traumatic brain injury. Damage around the temporal lobe, if it's severe enough, can cause either anterograde or retrograde amnesia. Sometimes patients recover, and sometimes they don't, but, that's honestly not my area of expertise.

[ medical knowledge... who cares.... ]

Rather, I've always been interested in traumatic memory loss. The brain is an incredible organ, and it does its best to protect itself. When an experience is particularly traumatizing, enough that it overwhelms your internalized coping mechanisms, the body looks for a way to process the trauma, and sometimes it decides that you shouldn't relive it for your own safety. This can lead to forgetting a single event to forgetting parts, to forgetting entire years of your life, depending on how bad it is, because the brain will quite literally build a new neural pathway around the event itself in your memories. Dissociative amnesia is a direct side effect of post-traumatic stress disorder, too.

In terms of recovery; sometimes, therapy helps. Sometimes, reenacting the circumstances that led to the traumatic event will cause you to remember, but there's no real guarantee.
metacognition: fei du is to blame. (51.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-28 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's a note of approval to his emotions, as faded as it is. ]

Yes, exactly like that. [ very good. ] Sometimes, the person remembers over time, slowly but surely - images might come back in dreams, but there's no controlling that. The only way to really control it is through those small clues and hints, though there's no guarantee it'll really work.

[ he says this calmly. clinically. ]
metacognition: fei du already mentioned errands. (61.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-28 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ he smiles, politely, and the emotional feedback goes blank. it's a purposeful blankness, like taking a wipe across a surface. ]

Just a passing interest. [ that's all. ] One of many, when it comes to psychology for me,
metacognition: fei du smells like clean babies. (30.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-28 12:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ thank you he appreciates that very much. emotionally, it's like running directly into a brick wall, because he does not budge an inch.

as for the other parts! he easily moves along with the subject change, propping his chin in his hand. ]


Well. My post graduate work is in criminal psychology and profiling, so particularly that.
metacognition: fei du has ride. (86)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-29 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
What do you think it means?

[ curiosity on his end, too, and interest! nerd to nerd conversation. ]
metacognition: fei du believes in you. today. (112)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-06-29 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
You'd assume correctly.

[ not that that's surprising nahida is so smart! there's a thin note of approval but it may only be thin because fei du's emotions feel like they come from another room sometimes. ]

When we take into account personality traits, we also take into account what their past or their lives might have been like to inform their behaviors. For example, recently, we ran into a rash of murders of young girls in flower print dresses. It turned out that the murders were being commited by a young girl herself, the daughter of a woman who may have done exactly the same thirty years before hand. The police apprehended her just during a violent episode in which she caught another girl.

But, I suggested she couldn't do it without an accomplice, and the accomplice had to be someone who might have been in love with her, or at least had a deep connection to her mother, because each kill was done not only to the orders of the young daughter to a T, but they mirrored the kills of the mother beforehand perfectly, enough that people thought it was the same killer from thirty years before. Almost as if the person who arranged the scenes adored the killer, or was trying to copycat her.

From that, we were able to collar her next door neighbor, who had grown up with the mother and had been in love with her his entire life. He started to reflect those feelings, unfortunately, onto the young daughter, and thus began to act for her the way he couldn't act for the murderous mother who had died beforehand.

That man is now in jail, and the young daughter was taken to a mental facility to receive therapy and treatment.
metacognition: fei du needs to see proof of ownership. (11.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-01 01:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ yeah! it was pretty awful! the case named humbert humbert!

it's more or less how fei du looks at the cases, too. like research. academic curiosity, with a sense of sympathy and relief for the capture of the killers. for the safety of the young girl chenchen, too, for many reasons. ]


Exactly. Profiling and criminal psychology are relatively new fields, and I only just started studying them officially myself, but now that profiling evidence is admissible in court, the postgraduate program I'm attending is working on research projects like this in close tandem with the police bureau. I'm there a few days a week now.

[ bothering luo wenzhou and also working. ] But, it's been an interest of mine for some time. It's not infallible, and here, I feel like I'm still learning the ropes, but I hope it will continue to be of use.