[homophonic] catchall for fei du

[dendroculi]

FEI DU

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[metacognition]

[ when he's not having a panic attack he will feel some kind of way about this - uncomfortable, maybe. it's not nahida's fault. he's just not used to this, not used to being seen, having his carefully constructed labyrinth ripped violently away from him to reveal the softer core underneath. he'd rather die than tell people about the things that have ever happened to him, considering he barely remembers them himself.

...

he takes another breath as he starts to regulate, and wipes his hand across his mouth. it's trembling; he doesn't pay any attention to it. ] You shouldn't have had to see that.

[dendroculi]

You shouldn't have had to experience it.

[it's bad enough that he went through that at all, but - for it to go on display like this now... nahida frowns softly, glancing in the direction the pig noise ran off to. it better not come running back...]

...it doesn't seem like we're going to have much privacy this week, though. So, I'm sorry... for anything else I end up seeing that you don't want me to see.

[metacognition]

[ there's a little shake of his head. ]

It's fine. Hopefully that's the end of it. [ honestly, there are plenty of other things he'd rather avoid being shared, but that was one of the worst - he coughs one or two more times, then takes a deep breath, tilting his head back. ]

[dendroculi]

[well, at leats he can be sure that nahida won't gossip about it with anyone.]

Yes, hopefully...