[STOP MAYBE HE LIKES HEARING IT but he's also like damb adding human gestures to this actually fcked me up bc it's giving me feelings,]
Well, it's not like I helped at all. [he really just stood there and held rin's hand] And what did Shenhe say -- I took advantage of her desire to defend me?
[there is something bitter in his voice there, though it smooths out]
I wish it was more obvious. Then I would have been spared from everyone asking why.
[he looks back at her, expression somewhat blank, then]
That if I wasn't going to say anything then, then I'm not doing it now. That was for the people that annoyed me. And that Rin was not a random choice, and he was killed for a reason -- for those I thought deserved to know the truth.
her ears droop a little at that. she doesn't understand. she doesn't understand at all, and her frustration with that is more than a little obvious on her face.]
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[A DOUBLE KILL...]
We would have had an interesting night at the warehouse if it was.
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[...]
I wonder why Netzach got sick again.
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I wouldn't know. I was just waiting for everything to end.
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...Does it really matter?
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I should have never told you to call me that.
[. . .]
I'm ready for all of this to be over.
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[because she will, if he does.]
...are you satisfied with how things are turning out?
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No. I thought I knew what would happen yesterday. We were all convinced that the trial would be straight forward.
[he pinches the bridge of his nose]
Just voting blindly wasn't enough. It should have been definite... and now we're all in this mess.
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...we really overcomplicated things today, didn't we?
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Well, it's not like I helped at all. [he really just stood there and held rin's hand] And what did Shenhe say -- I took advantage of her desire to defend me?
[there is something bitter in his voice there, though it smooths out]
I wish it was more obvious. Then I would have been spared from everyone asking why.
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[she looks up at him at that, her expression complicated.]
...what have you been telling people who have asked so far?
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That if I wasn't going to say anything then, then I'm not doing it now. That was for the people that annoyed me. And that Rin was not a random choice, and he was killed for a reason -- for those I thought deserved to know the truth.
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her ears droop a little at that. she doesn't understand. she doesn't understand at all, and her frustration with that is more than a little obvious on her face.]
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[even though he absolutely will for everyone else,]
Once tomorrow's over, you might get to learn more.
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but she nods.]
...tomorrow, then. [...] But for now... would you prefer that I leave you be? Or is it okay if I stay with you for a little longer?
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You can do what you like.
Make sure not to stay too long though, or we'll end up having to talk to your very long line of babysitters.
[HE SAW IT DURING TRIAL]
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[she is staying here, though.]
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[sounds like a babysitter to him!!]
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[but she
doesn't always.]
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he looks at her like 'jiiiii']
No you wouldn't.
[changes that to never]
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[smiling!!]
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[he feels like he knows the tricks...]
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[don't lie]
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