It's nothing they did. Just... one of the memories I saw, which I didn't remember before last week.
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I was created from a branch of Irminsul. So, if my assistant goes back into Irminsul, and snaps off another branch to plant in Sumeru's soil... this existence, "Nahida," may cease to be. But another incarnation of me may be able to watch over Sumeru from there. ...they wouldn't be without an Archon.
No... but that incarnatoin of me could still protect them, at least. It's... it's an option, as long as Kaveh makes it back to tell my assistant what to do.
[even if it's exhausting. if they get more codes he's going to lose his mind.]
... they're both good guys, but Shu reminds me a lot of someone I know at home. If he's anything like him in certain ways, I don't think it'll be easy to take care of him much, but I'll at least make an effort.
Shu is really good at taking care of other people. But he's not so good at letting other people take care of him in turn. [...] You sort of have to bully him into it.
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[just gesturing for her to go ahead and sit.]
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...I know it's selfish to say this, but - I wish tomorrow wouldn't come.
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I really hoped you'd be here all the way.
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I wanted to go home. [...] I-I wanted to go home to Sumeru, with Kaveh, and see everyone again.
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They need you back too.
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[she's. not totally sure of that, really.
she looks down at her hands.]
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[...]
I was created from a branch of Irminsul. So, if my assistant goes back into Irminsul, and snaps off another branch to plant in Sumeru's soil... this existence, "Nahida," may cease to be. But another incarnation of me may be able to watch over Sumeru from there. ...they wouldn't be without an Archon.
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...I'm sorry, for leaving this to you.
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Keep an eye on us, if you can? I'll feel better about it if you are.
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I'll try to find a way to let you know I'm there.
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[just. draping an arm around her.]
I'll make sure I help Shu and Kaveh if they need it, too. Hang out with them when I can.
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Thank you, Netzach. I really appreicate it. Let them take care of you, too, please.
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... I'll try, but-- I'll be okay, you know? Just having them around is enough for me.
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[even if it's exhausting. if they get more codes he's going to lose his mind.]
... they're both good guys, but Shu reminds me a lot of someone I know at home. If he's anything like him in certain ways, I don't think it'll be easy to take care of him much, but I'll at least make an effort.
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[tired, but in a fonder way.]
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[she smiles]
...people like that are hard to get to know, sometimes, but it's always so rewarding once you do.
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...think I'm still trying to get there, but- we'll see.
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