It has been... interesting, to be here, and to have seen the reaction of the people on the other side. [way less stressful, for one.] I have struggled with the feeling of... relief, I suppose, when someone I care for ends up here. I know it is inappropriate.
... I told Vash that it is okay if teams of two end up here, and that it isn't so bad. I hope that eases their minds, a little.
...it's more peaceful here, it feels like. So I don't know that it's necessarily inappropriate. I almost feel a little guilty...
[Kaveh wanted to take my place here so badly. Did I just make things harder on him by refusing to allow him into the erasure with me?]
Netzach had offered to allow me to erase him and Yuzuriha for the points. I was vehemently opposed to it at the time, because I thought that meant the overall cost to save everyone would go up. But... After we were told it was okay, I told him I would understand if he pursued that strategy, even if I didn't like it.
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... I told Vash that it is okay if teams of two end up here, and that it isn't so bad. I hope that eases their minds, a little.
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[Kaveh wanted to take my place here so badly. Did I just make things harder on him by refusing to allow him into the erasure with me?]
Netzach had offered to allow me to erase him and Yuzuriha for the points. I was vehemently opposed to it at the time, because I thought that meant the overall cost to save everyone would go up. But... After we were told it was okay, I told him I would understand if he pursued that strategy, even if I didn't like it.
So that is at least two teams who know.