I want answers... about all of these cases. I just don't understand why... it shoudn't have been... [she shakes her head.] ...we'll do what we can, tomorrow.
Everyone says this kind of thing, but I really did want it to be me if it was any of us. It would just have been—like, realistically, the best choice if we can't get everyone back.
Because even if we get out of here—even if we all get out of here... I'll still just be trapped somewhere.
Like Setsu. Except Setsu has to repeat the loop to help their friend. They still have something they're accomplishing inside the loops. But in mine... I'm just hoping, guessing that I can help alternate Alexes.
...which isn't to say that I agree that it should have been you. I just wish... I wish it had only been Simon. [quietly - ] ...even saying that feels wrong, but...
No, I get it. I want to think he was just playing the game the same as anyone else. But it feels different knowing someone got away with it and someone innocent went down in his place.
... Maybe I just didn't know him well enough to be nicer. I don't know.
...I guess we don't have any way of knowing, now. [since he has been erased.] Although, if...
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If the odd messages we've been receiving have been from the erased... we may need to be a little more cautious about following their advice, moving forward.
[imagine if he tries to manipulate things from beyond the grave.]
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... I know it's hypocritical after last week. But I really want to figure out who took Setsu away from us. It's all I care about right now.
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...when Hikari was killed, that was what I wanted, too. More than anything. I think... it's a very human reaction.
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[she nods]
I want answers... about all of these cases. I just don't understand why... it shoudn't have been... [she shakes her head.] ...we'll do what we can, tomorrow.
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Everyone says this kind of thing, but I really did want it to be me if it was any of us. It would just have been—like, realistically, the best choice if we can't get everyone back.
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[ :( ]
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Like Setsu. Except Setsu has to repeat the loop to help their friend. They still have something they're accomplishing inside the loops. But in mine... I'm just hoping, guessing that I can help alternate Alexes.
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I can... I can understand your logic. [...] But I want better than that for you, too.
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Someone chose wrong. The wrong person died again.
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Yes... the wrong person died.
[she looks down at the ground.]
...which isn't to say that I agree that it should have been you. I just wish... I wish it had only been Simon. [quietly - ] ...even saying that feels wrong, but...
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... Maybe I just didn't know him well enough to be nicer. I don't know.
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[...]
If the odd messages we've been receiving have been from the erased... we may need to be a little more cautious about following their advice, moving forward.
[imagine if he tries to manipulate things from beyond the grave.]
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Not that anyone should be acting without deciding for themselves anyway.
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...first, though, we need to get through tomorrow.
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