...for what it's worth, Gerard sent me a message and said they didn't kill four people.
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But I notice he didn't say they didn't kill anyone. [she sighs.] Ylfa asked me to heal her injuries from her adventure yesterday. The ones she showed me to heal were about the same as they were before - they looked a little bit better, but that could have been because she got washed up and had some time to rest.
...if that's the case and it's a coordinated effort, meaning the points are consolidated into one place - that isn't necessarily the worst outcome in the end, but I...
[she hesitates, because it isn't logical. but she feels like kaveh will understand, so.]
...I don't want someone else to win, because if someone else does... then what did Shenhe die for?
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Week 4, Friday
...Do you think they acted again?
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But I notice he didn't say they didn't kill anyone. [she sighs.] Ylfa asked me to heal her injuries from her adventure yesterday. The ones she showed me to heal were about the same as they were before - they looked a little bit better, but that could have been because she got washed up and had some time to rest.
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[He sighs deeply, rubbing his hands over his face.]
At this point, I don't even know if that's better or worse. I'm a little worried that the other teams are doing something similar to us.
[If there are two alliances, or even just one incredibly devoted team that's pulling ahead... then Shenhe's death will have been for nothing.]
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[she hesitates, because it isn't logical. but she feels like kaveh will understand, so.]
...I don't want someone else to win, because if someone else does... then what did Shenhe die for?
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[If they could trust that Shenhe would be brought back, that would be one thing. But it's so hard to rest easily with so many unknowns around.]
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[she just. shakes her head a little uselessly.]
...I don't have a solution to this.