I've been searching and searching for other ways, but... I couldn't find any.
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In the end, I think it's not my team that needs to win, but... it's better if we have points, just in case something happens. So,I wanted to help. But... [...] ...it's better, too, that it wasn't - that we didn't vote incorrectly today. I was so afraid they would blame someone who didn't do anything for what I did.
...I hope you find your answers, Kazuki. I really, really do. [...] If I... [...] If I see them, after whatever happens to me tomorrow... if there something you would want me to say to them?
his expression breaks, and for a second kazuki just has to turn away, covering his face with his hand. ]
Just - that I'm sorry. We tried. We're still trying. [ a pause, as he takes a deep breath to try to steady his voice. ] And... we'll see them again soon. One way or another.
[her voice sounds a little shaky, and if he looks over, he'll see her rubbing at her eyes.]
...I don't want to say goodbye. But I don't - I don't want to see you before the end of all this, either. [is it even possible that she won't, though? once she's dead, there will only be two teams with three people left.] It's just a few more weeks, so...
she's - very still, for a few seconds, and then she shifts to wrap her arms around him in return.]
Right. I'll - I'll try to write to you until then. I don't know how much I'll be able to do, but I'm not just going to sit and wait, either. So please take care of yourself until we can see each other again.
[she sniffles a little, but doesn't raise her head from his shoulder.]
...humans are capable of so many amazing things. So I know... I know the things that all of you accomplish together will exceed all of my expectations.
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In the end, I think it's not my team that needs to win, but... it's better if we have points, just in case something happens. So,I wanted to help. But... [...] ...it's better, too, that it wasn't - that we didn't vote incorrectly today. I was so afraid they would blame someone who didn't do anything for what I did.
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I don't blame you, though. It wouldn't feel good, knowing someone else took the fall for what you did.
[ though that comes out very bitter, given everything with setsu. ]
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[haha... curses.]
I wanted to focus on what happened to Setsu. But... every time the topic turned to Valerie, I...
[...well.
she was just overwhelmed with valerie shouldn't have died.]
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[ he'd wondered, when he saw how she'd acted after nahri healed her. ]
Don't worry about it, Nahida. We're still going to keep looking for answers. Even if everything from today is gone, we have to keep looking.
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...I hope you find your answers, Kazuki. I really, really do. [...] If I... [...] If I see them, after whatever happens to me tomorrow... if there something you would want me to say to them?
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his expression breaks, and for a second kazuki just has to turn away, covering his face with his hand. ]
Just - that I'm sorry. We tried. We're still trying. [ a pause, as he takes a deep breath to try to steady his voice. ] And... we'll see them again soon. One way or another.
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...I'll be sure to tell them.
[softly - ]
I'm sorry, Kazuki.
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[ ...
he takes a deep breath. ]
I'll miss you. It may not be long before we see each other again, but I'll still miss you until then.
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[her voice sounds a little shaky, and if he looks over, he'll see her rubbing at her eyes.]
...I don't want to say goodbye. But I don't - I don't want to see you before the end of all this, either. [is it even possible that she won't, though? once she's dead, there will only be two teams with three people left.] It's just a few more weeks, so...
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kazuki pulls her into a hug. ]
It's the same as I said for Setsu. We'll see each other soon, but... hopefully not too soon. We'll do everything we can to make sure that happens.
[ he has no idea what that means yet, and he's still scared for the three of them that remain. but they can't do much more than try. ]
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she's - very still, for a few seconds, and then she shifts to wrap her arms around him in return.]
Right. I'll - I'll try to write to you until then. I don't know how much I'll be able to do, but I'm not just going to sit and wait, either. So please take care of yourself until we can see each other again.
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There's not much longer to go, so... We'll do everything we can to make sure it goes how we need it to. So we can bring you all back.
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[she sniffles a little, but doesn't raise her head from his shoulder.]
...humans are capable of so many amazing things. So I know... I know the things that all of you accomplish together will exceed all of my expectations.
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but he's not going to say that, on nahida's last night. ]
...Yeah. We won't let you down.
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Nothing you do could ever let me down.