[it takes a bit, before she blinks and seems to come out of it -
and there's a stray thought of ...it didn't fall apart after all- before several overlapping voices drown the thought out in her mind, but because they're all talking concurrently, it's impossible to make out what's being said.]
[she closes her eyes and brings a hand up to her head. her thoughts are the jumbled whispers, talking over each other to the point that what's being said can't be made out, but she nods.]
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dendroculi) wrote2023-06-07 06:02 pm
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and there's a stray thought of ...it didn't fall apart after all- before several overlapping voices drown the thought out in her mind, but because they're all talking concurrently, it's impossible to make out what's being said.]
...Lambda?
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That's my name. What didn't fall apart?
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Everything was crumbling...
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[ it's not a concept she's unused to. ]
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Some loops are like that. The universe falls apart, and we start again in another. Is this another loop now...?
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Not the kind of loop you're thinking of. It's not going to fall apart like what you're thinking, not if it goes the way as planned.
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[she closes her eyes and brings a hand up to her head. her thoughts are the jumbled whispers, talking over each other to the point that what's being said can't be made out, but she nods.]
...right. I'll - I'll try to remember that.
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[ she figures there's no use tiptoeing around it. ]
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[...]
It will pass.
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[ it is even telling? can she even make sense of whatever it is? ]
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...I just have to outlast it, is all.
[The memory of it won't fade, but... maybe it will be easier to deal with, then. I'll just take it one step at a time.]
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[i roll a dice every tag and fuck with her head whenever i roll below a certain number]