But if I can understand why they felt the need to act so quickly... maybe I can learn from that and use what I learn to dissuade others who might take similar action themselves.
A lot of people here come from backgrounds of hardship and violence, it seems like. If that was the kind of world I grew up in... It'd seem like the easiest way.
I'm angry, but I get wanting to live and go back to the people you love.
I can understand that desire, too. I really want to go home.
...what I can't understand is trying to do it at someone else's expense.
I know what the rules say about it only being the team with the most points at the end, but... I want to keep looking for other options. Even if we can't find any, if we all did missions and tasks and earned points that way, at least everyone would have a fair chance.
But doing this... it takes that chance away from someone else entirely, and makes it harder for the rest of the teams to catch up.
Is that what the people who are waiting for us would want us to do...?
I don't think I could do it. [ Though he's sure that's not a surprise. He's a little swimming guy.
But. ]
But I know what it's like to feel alone and that you can't trust anyone around you. I still think it's wrong, and I'm angry that someone would do that Hikari...
But it's sad too. That someone would feel that desperate and hopeless.
[ He sort of snaps out of his emotional spiral, looking for logic again. ]
I mean, it's just... a guess. But I think if we could make people believe there's another way, that would reduce the chance of it happening again. [ lol ]
I think so too. So... I really hope we find whoever did it, so we can address the porblems that led them to doing this and dissuade others from following in their footsteps.
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[if only whoever got their murderhands would have waited to see how many points they could earn without killing........]
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[ he'll say it ]
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...it was unwise of them. And very, very cruel.
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Do you think we'll find out who it was?
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What would you do if you found out?
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But if I can understand why they felt the need to act so quickly... maybe I can learn from that and use what I learn to dissuade others who might take similar action themselves.
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A lot of people here come from backgrounds of hardship and violence, it seems like. If that was the kind of world I grew up in... It'd seem like the easiest way.
I'm angry, but I get wanting to live and go back to the people you love.
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...what I can't understand is trying to do it at someone else's expense.
I know what the rules say about it only being the team with the most points at the end, but... I want to keep looking for other options. Even if we can't find any, if we all did missions and tasks and earned points that way, at least everyone would have a fair chance.
But doing this... it takes that chance away from someone else entirely, and makes it harder for the rest of the teams to catch up.
Is that what the people who are waiting for us would want us to do...?
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But. ]
But I know what it's like to feel alone and that you can't trust anyone around you. I still think it's wrong, and I'm angry that someone would do that Hikari...
But it's sad too. That someone would feel that desperate and hopeless.
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[could they have prevented the culprit from doing this, if they hadn't felt hopeless? if they'd felt like they had other options?
...nahida doesn't know, and she hates not knowing.]
If whoever did this felt like it was their only option...
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I mean, it's just... a guess. But I think if we could make people believe there's another way, that would reduce the chance of it happening again. [ lol ]
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[lmao]