...accepting it doesn't really make it any easier.
[she stares down at her bottle.]
It shouldn't have... it feels like it shouldn't have happened. [she sighs and takes another drink] ...I know it's in the rulebook, that it can happen. And I know what we've been told about points and what we need them for.
It shouldn't. [ His shoulders shake, as if tears will come, but they don't. ] ...I can't help but think I'm here because someone else died.
[ And that's rough for him for a number of reasons. Usually, he'd keep this to himself, but
he confides in her, CONFIDENTLY. Maybe it is because she's a god and he had been looking for an answer to his prayers for so long, but he also knows better. She's a person, too. ]
[the way i got mixed up and thought this was the saturday pc and almost had nahida say something about having killed someone here help]
I feel similarly. I'm older than most people here, so I thought for sure... that someone would come after me before now, despite my appearance. [...] But, week after week, no one ever did.
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[she stares down at her bottle.]
It shouldn't have... it feels like it shouldn't have happened. [she sighs and takes another drink] ...I know it's in the rulebook, that it can happen. And I know what we've been told about points and what we need them for.
But it shouldn't be this way.
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[ And that's rough for him for a number of reasons. Usually, he'd keep this to himself, but
he confides in her, CONFIDENTLY. Maybe it is because she's a god and he had been looking for an answer to his prayers for so long, but he also knows better. She's a person, too. ]
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...why do you think that, Vash?
[ :( ]
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I've lived a long life already—and so many people here have barely lived at all.
... So it's difficult not to consider that I could have taken their place, but I also have my promise to keep.
[ Him: why no target me ]
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I feel similarly. I'm older than most people here, so I thought for sure... that someone would come after me before now, despite my appearance. [...] But, week after week, no one ever did.
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A lot of us old souls have left, huh.
[ For a while, actually. Kind of sobering. ]
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...yes.
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[ As selfish as that may be, because they're alive atop all of the deaths in the previous weeks.
But it's a little less lonely for them, he thinks. Who's left? Them and Netzach, perhaps? Anyway, NOT FOR LONG. ]
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[he better kEEP BEING HERE.]
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